Music or Movies controls our MOODS

Have you ever thought of how much listening to music or watching a movie, has an affect on our moods.

Think about it, they could rehash memories good/bad, make you laugh, make you cry, make you think, or make you angry.

They can help to change your mood from Bad to Good, from calmness to crying. In a snap.

You can easily go through a roller coaster of moods under 5 min or under 2 hours. By watching or listening too.

So if you sad - watch a comedy. If you feel lonely do not watch a romance.

What have I done to deserve this...

I do not understand what I have done to deserve the things that have happened in my life.

I became a Widow a couple years ago, I am raising 3 older children on my own - who do nothing to help me ( my youngest is trying her hardest to help), but the other 2 are very selfish, and do nothing to help me on an everyday bases. They do not work, help pay bills they jack up, they do not keep the house clean, they eat all my food, I just want to scream.

I lost my sister/ my best friend in 2000 because of cancer.

I am barley getting buy, I work from pay check to pay check, I feel overwhelmed on a daily bases.

Trying to keep myself a float, I am getting tired.

My spouse of 23 yrs, was an Alcoholic, there were good times and bad times, every day not knowing if the rug was going to pulled out from under me everyday. That it self is very stressful,

never knowing who you are going to wake up to Jekyll or Hyde.

The one thing I will say, i am a survivor, I became a stronger person for it, but just want calmness, piece, happiness and love and support.

Do Not Hide The Truth...

I find it hard to understand, why someone would rather pretend to care or Love someone, when your true Heart is for another.

When you hide the truth you and your partner will end up miserable, in the long run. There is no good that comes with it.

No matter what you think you are doing to save the other from being hurt, you are hurting them more by pretending to care for them. Not only hurting yourself, and your true love by watching them in the shadows and not being able to be with them.

After time your true love will move on, unable to wait any longer, because the pain is to much to bare, and if you expect them to wait, you are being very selfish.

Others my not accept or like your choice of True Love, but they do not live your life - you do.