Is anyone listening

I sit here alone the dark, thinking, wondering, waiting for the answers to come. Realizing they never will.

I say how I feel and what I want - but no one is here to listen. My Heart is sad and lonely. I feel trapped in my own despair wondering if it will ever end.

Life feels long and never ending when you are alone, with no one to hold on too.

I smile on the outside and frown on the inside, My feels and thoughts on my life are so mixed and confusing.

I just want the Roller Coaster in life to stop.