I can't do it Anymore...GOOD-BYE

I can not do it anymore, I want you so badly, and I do not have the patients to wait.

You make me feel so special when I am with you, you make me feel like I am the only one, and we both know I am not.

I hate to let you go, but I have too. It hurts to much to watch you walk out the door, and never know when I will see you again.

I waited a long time for you, thought I knew you, but time has changed everything, and not to my favour. I can not wait on the side lines anymore, hoping and wishing for my turn to come.

I feel it will never come, I will never have it or you. So why wait any longer. The pain is to much to bare.

I need to find someone who would like to be with me full time, not part time.

I smile to others, to hide the pain, but deep down inside I am crying.