Music or Movies controls our MOODS

Have you ever thought of how much listening to music or watching a movie, has an affect on our moods.

Think about it, they could rehash memories good/bad, make you laugh, make you cry, make you think, or make you angry.

They can help to change your mood from Bad to Good, from calmness to crying. In a snap.

You can easily go through a roller coaster of moods under 5 min or under 2 hours. By watching or listening too.

So if you sad - watch a comedy. If you feel lonely do not watch a romance.

What have I done to deserve this...

I do not understand what I have done to deserve the things that have happened in my life.

I became a Widow a couple years ago, I am raising 3 older children on my own - who do nothing to help me ( my youngest is trying her hardest to help), but the other 2 are very selfish, and do nothing to help me on an everyday bases. They do not work, help pay bills they jack up, they do not keep the house clean, they eat all my food, I just want to scream.

I lost my sister/ my best friend in 2000 because of cancer.

I am barley getting buy, I work from pay check to pay check, I feel overwhelmed on a daily bases.

Trying to keep myself a float, I am getting tired.

My spouse of 23 yrs, was an Alcoholic, there were good times and bad times, every day not knowing if the rug was going to pulled out from under me everyday. That it self is very stressful,

never knowing who you are going to wake up to Jekyll or Hyde.

The one thing I will say, i am a survivor, I became a stronger person for it, but just want calmness, piece, happiness and love and support.

Do Not Hide The Truth...

I find it hard to understand, why someone would rather pretend to care or Love someone, when your true Heart is for another.

When you hide the truth you and your partner will end up miserable, in the long run. There is no good that comes with it.

No matter what you think you are doing to save the other from being hurt, you are hurting them more by pretending to care for them. Not only hurting yourself, and your true love by watching them in the shadows and not being able to be with them.

After time your true love will move on, unable to wait any longer, because the pain is to much to bare, and if you expect them to wait, you are being very selfish.

Others my not accept or like your choice of True Love, but they do not live your life - you do.

To Many Changes, and not for the BETTER

It saddens me and angers me at the same time to see to many changes in this Country, and it is not for the better.

Schools can not say the Lords Prayer anymore because it may offend another culture, they cannot say/sing Oh Canada either, this is our way, this is what we do, if we were in there Country they would never make so many drastic changes for any other Country- Believes- Religion.

I believe we should be as one, but why should we loose our Identity for others, this is not right , and because of these changes so many things have gone arise, and wrong.

If you want to live here and start a new life, good, but this is our way, this is how we do it, and we will not change it, so you need to accept it.

Once the Government opened Pandora's Box, that was it, we are no longer being heard, but other cultures and Religions are, and they are being put before anything else.

I am not a Happy Canadian, I am very disappointed at the way this have been changing.

This all my sound very Harsh, but if you just sit back and think about it , you may agree on some issues. If we keep making all these changes, we will no longer be proud Canadian , we will be confused Canadians. Lost and Forgotten, sometimes change is not good when so many others are forgotten, and the changes only benefit other cultures.

Crossing that Bridge

I am standing on the other side wondering, if you are there.

I am standing on the other side wondering, if you care.

I am standing on the other side wondering, if you see me.

I am standing on the other side wondering, if you will put your hand out for me.

I am standing on the other side wondering, if you are waiting for me.

I am standing on the other side wondering.

What Would You Do.....

I have come to realize that life is to short, we are all not getting any younger, the reality is we are all getting older.

Know, with that thought, would you change anything in your life right know, or are you blissfully happy with everything in your life.

Question, do you worry what other people think about you, and what you are doing. Are you worried that they may not talk to you again or even talk behind your back, making comments about your actions.

Question, if you were in an unhappy marriage, would you stay in it because you do not like change, or scared to start over , or worried about what other people will say or think about your decision. If you had children, would you stay in an unhappy marriage for there sake, even though they can see and hear all the tension between you and your spouse.

Question, would you stay in a job you hate, just because you are afraid to start over, and work at something you have always wanted to do. What is keeping you there, money, vacation, friends, education, what?

Question, how many times have you let others control your thoughts, feelings, desires, needs, likes and dislikes. Have you ever thought about this question.

Happiness does not come knocking on your door to often, what is holding you back, to be content is not happiness, it is just there. It is like always having a Poker Face on every day of your life, or the rest of your life.

No one know how you feel, what you need, what you want. Everyone in life is different, but do not ever let anyone control your desires, they are yours to own.

If your friends and family care at all about you, they would be happy about anything that make you happy, that is called unconditional LOVE. There are no conditions on there LOVE for you.

Think about it......

Happiness or Sorrow.....

The Price Of Gas...

I am so sick of the Price of Gasoline lately, it does not matter how much they pay for Oil, and it could be in the pumps at a cheaper price before they prices went up , they always raise the prices , every dam time.

Why are they doing this, I want an explanation for this, they are blood sucking bastards.