In life I feel as though I am walking alone in the sand. I am watching happy couples smile and laugh while holding hands. Happy to see the love between them but in the same breath feeling envy because I want that.
I want to hold hands and laugh and smile at someone special, too. But when is it going to happen to me, I am fun too.
At times when I laugh, I cry inside, wanting to scream out loud, "you have someone,so shut up". So I keep my thoughts to myself. I feel it but I do not mean it.
When I walk in the sand I hold my head down, watching my foot prints, mine alone. Wondering if someone will come from behind and say "Hello", let me take your hand, you should not be walking alone.
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